I will be rocks, I will be water

Today's been one of net progress. I paid off my speeding ticket this morning, finished most of my online global studies exam, and even got my laundry done. That my current financial balance has been reduced by half, and I don't know how to answer the last question, and I still have to put all my newly-clean clothes away, are mere details to be worked out later.

I've spent the last few weeks silently convinced that the end of the semester would herald my academic demise. I've been somewhat deficient in a class or two. It built up, and by exam time I just put my head down and hoped like hell the teachers were feeling merciful. I've pulled this EVERY SEMESTER. I don't know why.

Fortunately, they were feeling merciful, so I won't have to find some way to tell my parents I'm on academic probation again. This biannual scholastic fugue state I drive myself into is beyond pointless, I have got to learn how to stop sabotaging myself.